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[deto]

Who 》 Deto, Nanashi/Nanase
What 》 overflows
When 》 all of october & november
Where 》 Mac Anu & various locations
Content Warnings 》 boys, nsfw


》 Deto & Nanashi: First Meeting | Cont. from thread
》 Deto & Nanashi: Re:Mind | Cont. from thread (NSFW)
》 Deto & Nanashi: Meat Cute | Cont. from thread (NSFW)
》 Deto & Nanase: Lost & Found | Cont. from thread (oops also NSFW)

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Comments

[deto]

I was thinking Nanase Akira sounds better than Deto Yoshi.

[ just casually mentioning that he’s put some thought into this ]

[justonezero]

-You've been thinking about it?!

[deto]

??

[ he thinks about yoshi all the time??? ]

What’s wrong?

[justonezero]

I hadn't even thought ahead that far...

[Whoa... Super planner Akira.]

[deto]

[ more like one track akira… ]

Well, I think about your name a lot. [ because at first, the nickname ‘nanashi’ was pissing him off. and then - everything else happened really fast ] And… Just think about you a lot in general, but you know this.

[justonezero]

[Headtilt?]

Why my name? ...Was it just because of that nickname?

[deto]

… Yeah. At first. I think I’m always going to hate how you got that nickname.

[ and he really hates those shitty kids ]

[justonezero]

It's okay, really...

[deto]

[ he just shakes his head, but he’s already said how he feels about it ]

So? What do you think?

[justonezero]

...Nanase Akira sounds really good.

[He's blushing again just thinking of sharing a name...]

[deto]

Yeah, I like your name.

[ and they already feel like family so ]

[justonezero]

It never seemed all that special, but if you really like it...

[deto]

Well…

[ he takes yoshi’s hand and using his palm as a canvas, he writes 「仁」]

Kind.

[ then 「祥」]

Happy.

[ followed by 「貴」]

Precious.

[ and lastly 「愛」 though he doesn’t elaborate. doesn’t think he needs to ]

[justonezero]

[-Ah. Back to blushing.]

I guess... I never thought of it like that before.

[deto]

I’m an expert in thinking about you in different ways.

[justonezero]

...To me, it was always just a number. I guess... that's how I began to think of myself, too.

When you think of me in all these ways... It feels like I can never be grateful enough.

[deto]

[ he gives yoshi a rueful smile, brief ]

Wonder if we’re grateful about the same things? I’m grateful Nanase Yoshi never gave up even when he was at his loneliest… and that he made the choices he did - to both get here and become the person he is today.

[justonezero]

...I couldn't give up. That's all it was.

[Not out of hope or even stubbornness, really. It just... never really occurred to him as an option.]

But - even though it's been hard, I'm still glad I joined this game. ...Meeting you makes everything worth it.

[deto]

Do you know how easy it is to give up? And how hard it is to hang on?

[justonezero]

Everyone has difficult stuff they have to endure, don't they? But the only thing you can do is keep living with it, day by day.

[deto]

What a manly motto. Absurdly nonchalant.

[justonezero]

-Eh? Is that wrong?!

[deto]

No, you’re right.

Sometimes you - ah, you say these big things from experience and it’s crazy cool, but. It’s a little… [ whatever it is, he conveys it in an eloquent shrug ] … that you don’t know how strong you are.

[justonezero]

How is it strong?

[He's just going along with things.]

[deto]

Just trust me.