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[deto]

Who 》 Deto, Nanashi/Nanase
What 》 overflows
When 》 all of october & november
Where 》 Mac Anu & various locations
Content Warnings 》 boys, nsfw


》 Deto & Nanashi: First Meeting | Cont. from thread
》 Deto & Nanashi: Re:Mind | Cont. from thread (NSFW)
》 Deto & Nanashi: Meat Cute | Cont. from thread (NSFW)
》 Deto & Nanase: Lost & Found | Cont. from thread (oops also NSFW)

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Comments

[justonezero]

...Rem. Um, Hien's dog.

[His voice wavers, just slightly.]

[deto]

[ just hugs him silently ]

[justonezero]

[Scrubbing an arm across his eyes.]

-Um. Sorry.

[deto]

Not sorry. Yoshi, don’t be sorry. It’s still so fresh… what happened… But caring for him, that’s important.

[justonezero]

...Yeah. That's... probably why he got so riled up.

[deto]

Hien? Or that other guy?

[justonezero]

Fuurin.

[deto]

It makes sense that he’s upset, but taking it out on you won’t give him what he wants. Nothing will give him what he wants.

[justonezero]

...Mm, I guess so.

[Though he still doesn't sound all that convinced.]

[deto]

And Hien seemed like… he was searching for something he couldn’t find in anyone. Seeing how many people cared… care about him, there’s no way people were unwilling to help him find it.

[ but it didn’t happen ]

So I think it wasn’t about other people. The same’s for Fuurin. It’s not you, Yoshi.

[justonezero]

...I just wish he could have understood what we were all trying to tell him. Before...

[All that. He curls up a little where he sits at the thought.]

I finally did. That's why I've decided to go by Nanase. But... just changing how I'm referred to probably isn't enough to make it seem very different from his circumstances.

[deto]

[ tightening his hold ]

A name is an important thing. In this world, you are the only person who calls me “Akira.” Feels like you’ve reclaimed “Nanase.”

[justonezero]

[That does get him to peek up a little.]

Already? ...It hasn't even been that long.

[deto]

Well, when you declare it so publicly… You didn’t ask. You just told people a decision you’d made.

[justonezero]

The bar's that low, huh...

[deto]

I dunno if low is it, exactly. It’s significant though.

[justonezero]

It's pretty much just like telling everyone your name though, isn't it?

[deto]

Well, yeah, sure it’s easy and it should be, but you spent years not doing just that. At least… that’s what I remember from our conversations. I don’t know if you remember now.

The hard part is realizing how easy and natural it should feel to own all parts of yourself. Probably.

[justonezero]

To own all parts of myself, huh...

I didn't even think of it that way.

[deto]

And now that the idea’s there…?

[justonezero]

...

I guess... I've gotten more used to hearing my real name now. Mostly because of you.

[deto]

Heh. I did skip right to Yoshi. Married couples don’t call each other by their last names so…

[justonezero]

You really thought ahead right from the start, didn't you...

[deto]

I just followed my heart.

[ very little productive thinking involved bc his thoughts were (are) constantly on yoshi ]

[justonezero]

Your heart moves fast.