[closed]

[deto]

Who 》 Deto, Nanashi/Nanase
What 》 overflows
When 》 all of october & november
Where 》 Mac Anu & various locations
Content Warnings 》 boys, nsfw


》 Deto & Nanashi: First Meeting | Cont. from thread
》 Deto & Nanashi: Re:Mind | Cont. from thread (NSFW)
》 Deto & Nanashi: Meat Cute | Cont. from thread (NSFW)
》 Deto & Nanase: Lost & Found | Cont. from thread (oops also NSFW)

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Comments

[justonezero]

It's pretty much just like telling everyone your name though, isn't it?

[deto]

Well, yeah, sure it’s easy and it should be, but you spent years not doing just that. At least… that’s what I remember from our conversations. I don’t know if you remember now.

The hard part is realizing how easy and natural it should feel to own all parts of yourself. Probably.

[justonezero]

To own all parts of myself, huh...

I didn't even think of it that way.

[deto]

And now that the idea’s there…?

[justonezero]

...

I guess... I've gotten more used to hearing my real name now. Mostly because of you.

[deto]

Heh. I did skip right to Yoshi. Married couples don’t call each other by their last names so…

[justonezero]

You really thought ahead right from the start, didn't you...

[deto]

I just followed my heart.

[ very little productive thinking involved bc his thoughts were (are) constantly on yoshi ]

[justonezero]

Your heart moves fast.

[deto]

[ he shrugs. doesn’t argue because it’s true ]

Is that bad?

[justonezero]

Hmm... I guess not, since it worked out and everything.

[deto]

Sure did. I got real, real lucky.

[justonezero]

It's not like you had to rush to date me or anything?

[No one else had their eyes on him after all.]

[deto]

[ grumbles something under his breath about that jerk oriade ]

… Well, dating, no… but… loving you, yes.

[justonezero]

-?

There's a difference?

[deto]

My heart was - is set on you, so… [ he shrugs a little awkwardly ] Not like my feelings would’ve faded over time, dating or not, y’know.

But your heart was hurting so bad you were numb to it from the beginning. You needed to be loved. Wanted.

1/2

[justonezero]

[...Oh.

He pauses for a moment, thinking that over.]

[justonezero]

[...Before a smile spreads across his face, soft.]

You... really are the best, when it comes to loving me.

[deto]

[ his own face is soft before a grin breaks out ]

Yeah? But I’m not gonna peak so early. Watch, I’ll get better at loving you and making you happy.

[justonezero]

I can't even imagine how you'd get any better.

[But... it's exciting, thinking it's possible. Thinking about how their relationship could get even better than it is already.]

[deto]

Well, I have a lot of room to grow as a person. Probably.

[ he figures he could be more aware of stuff. stuff being other people ]

[justonezero]

You seem fine as you are, though?

[deto]

You’re fine as you are, too. But we both want to grow, right?

[justonezero]

Hmm... I guess so.

[The logic holds!]

[deto]

And as long as we’re together… [ as long as they’re both alive ] … our pace will be just right - for us.