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[deto]

Who 》 Deto, Nanashi/Nanase
What 》 overflows
When 》 all of october & november
Where 》 Mac Anu & various locations
Content Warnings 》 boys, nsfw


》 Deto & Nanashi: First Meeting | Cont. from thread
》 Deto & Nanashi: Re:Mind | Cont. from thread (NSFW)
》 Deto & Nanashi: Meat Cute | Cont. from thread (NSFW)
》 Deto & Nanase: Lost & Found | Cont. from thread (oops also NSFW)

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[deto]

[ a quiet stare. he’s thinking about a life that’s patchwork memories. he doesn’t know for sure if what he remembers is real, but the future… the future is set for him ]

Was. Now I have you. I dunno if the two of us together count as average.

[justonezero]

-I'm dragging the average score of your life down?!

[deto]

Eh? No, our combined score is higher because of you.

[justonezero]

But I'm definitely making your life weirder?

[deto]

Ha, probably. But also better.

[justonezero]

...Better because it's weirder??

[deto]

Yoshi, blink a couple of times. You’re missing the point.

[justonezero]

[Blinks a couple times. Tilts his head in confusion.]

[deto]

I have you. That’s it. That makes all the difference in this world or any world.

[justonezero]

[Regarding him for a moment before flomphing against him, head resting on his shoulder.]

Still doesn't feel like it's enough... But, I want to try to understand it.

[deto]

I think you do. If I think about you gone…

[ he’s quite for a long time ]

… I dunno if I could remember how to be happy.

[justonezero]

...?

[He looks up - tries to get a better look at Akira's face, unable to imagine the expression he must be making now.]

I'm not going anywhere, though.

[deto]

[ when it comes to this sort of thing, his face doesn’t know what to do with itself. he usually just looks… young and tense ]

Mm. But that’s the difference you make in my life.

[ more than just a weird boyfriend ]

[justonezero]

...

Even if I don't understand why...

As long as it makes you happy I'm here... Then, I'm glad I get to be here with you.

[deto]

I don’t want it to be anyone else. Only you. I’ll always be happy that it’s you.

[justonezero]

[He gazes at Akira for a moment - it's clear from his expression that it's still not something he can internalize, no matter how hard he may try.

But... rather than repeat those depressing words again, he swallows them down and murmurs something kinder, something he'd like to believe one day.]

...It'll only ever be you. And- I'm the only one you'll ever love.

[deto]

If you ever meet a Deto Akira that doesn’t feel that way, it’s not me.

[ and they should definitely kick him back to the alternative universe he came from ]

You’ll always be my top priority. You and - [ his brow furrows. there’s a vague sense of familiarity - another name on the tip of his tongue, that he can’t and won’t remember until - ] - me. We’re family.

[justonezero]

Like an evil doppelganger...

[Though he can't really think of Deto ever being all that wicked.]

...We're family. Yeah, I like that.

[deto]

Well, evil is… that Deto just has inferior taste.

[ but he smiles when yoshi smiles, crooked ]

[justonezero]

Ehh... Don't say that. I'm sure if he loved someone else, he'd have good reasons to.

[deto]

But who will love you as much as me? And if it’s not me, I’d hate it.

[justonezero]

-Then you'd just be unhappy either way?