altimit | milky's bullshit containment zone

[ Fai is quick to intertwine their fingers, and he finds himself staring down at the way their hands slot together perfectly, his thin fingers neatly filling the space between Sheza's much stronger fingers. He lets out a breath that's more of a puff of air when Sheza presses his lips to the area already begging for attention, but he doesn't complain.

It's nice being treated like this, as if he's a precious material laid out before Sheza that he needs to mold with his lips and fingers. ]

So you like my worst traits the most. You're so strange.

[ But there's a note of fondness in his voice anyway. He can't help it, even with the hurt and uncertainty wrapped up and intermingled with his love for Sheza. ]

[Yuui is precious to him, and that's something Yael needs to impress upon him. He has a lot of wrongs to right, doesn't he? Making his boyfriend feel loved and beautiful is part of his recompense.

Yael's lips quirk into a grin when Yuui exhales that needy little puff of breath. Cute. Humming, he sits up between Yuui's legs and grabs one of those spindly arms next, kissing a trail right up to his shoulder before making a beeline to his cheek and pressing a kiss there too.]

Who said those are the traits I like the most? I like your energy and your smile. Even when you feel like shit, you'll put on a happy face. [...Yael smirks.] Except around me. Heh.

[ He can’t help the silly grin on his face as Sheza presses kisses all up along his arm. It makes him feel like he’s in some cheesy romance film, which really, is par for the course with Sheza. If they had candles, he’s sure they’d be lit right now. ]

I hope that makes you feel special.

[ Because that certainly makes him special. Fai turns his head to press their lips together, wasting no time at all by immediately parting his lips.

His hands slide up and along Sheza’s sides and back, his fingers grazing over muscle that has become familiar to him. The little scars and imperfections he’s grown used to feeling aren’t quite there here, but he can at least pretend they are. It’s the man underneath all of that that matters most here anyway. ]

Mm. Very.

[Yael mutters his answer between sweeps of the tongue. Settling on bent knees between Yuui's thighs, Yael kneads at his chest and tugs on stiffened nipples, but not with any particular insistence. He's going to take his sweet time unraveling Yuui tonight.]

I want you to feel special too. Like a winning lottery ticket.

[Not the best comparison... Eh, good enough.]

[ Sheza's attention turning right back to one of the areas where he's most sensitive means that he is swallowing up every little sound that Fai makes, each breath caught on Sheza's tongue. With Sheza settled between his thighs, each and every press against him reveals his arousal, his cock straining against his underwear.

But Sheza intends to wait, doesn't he? What a shame, because Fai knows he won't be able to take this for too much longer.

Though... that comparison draws out a laugh. ]

A winning lottery ticket? You know, flowery compliments aren't your strong suit.

[He'll get to that neglected cock soon enough— it's another part of Yuui that he loves, isn't it? He may not be as big on dicks as Yuui is, but Yael cares more for the idea of making his partner feel good than he does about the specifics of their genitalia. So long as it makes Yuui feel good, he'll touch him anywhere.

Yael chuckles, tugging at the leg of Yuui's underwear while he plays with his nipples.]

No? You don't think I should hang up my blades and become a poet? Crushing my dreams is cruel, you know.

[He sounds so crushed, totally. Withdrawing a hand, he throws Yuui a bone and slips his underwear off, tossing them to the ground. Eyes briefly widening, they settle on the tip of Yuui's cock... and then he's chuckling all over again.]

You're swollen. Are you that turned on?

[ His cheeks grow warm when Sheza's eyes widen. The laughter is fine, but the genuine surprise? That's embarrassing. ]

And if I am?

[ Fai's breaths are still uneven, his pupils are blown wide, and a light flush has migrated all the way down his neck. It's obvious he's turned on and yet Sheza still has the audacity to ask.

With a pout, he reaches up and grabs onto one of Sheza's nipples and twists. ]

Mm~

[He thinks he'll keep Yuui waiting on his answer a while longer, and while Yuui is idling, Yael flicks the tip of his cock with all the indulgence of a child savoring their favorite flavor of lollipop.]

I don't know. I think I'll— [Ow? His nipple?!?! Yael jerks back enough to swat at Yuui's hand. Stop that.] I was going to get you off, but I'm having second thoughts.

[ His cock twitches with just the lightest attention placed on it, but Fai ignores the way his body reacts in favor of fixing Sheza with a flat, blank stare. ]

So much for making it up to me.

[ He bats right back at Sheza's hand, smacking it a second time for good measure. ]

[Ah, it's all fun and games until someone gets huffy. Yael's laughter is just that side of mocking, but he lets up just the same, positioning himself lower on the bed.]

Learn to take a joke. Put your legs around my shoulders.

[Capitulate, princess. If Yuui behaves himself, Yael will treat him to his reward: bootilingus, or as they call it in Yael's country, prime beef dinner. He eats that ass in earnest in the hopes his prissy princess will remain malleable enough to accept his apology. Mlem mlem, please love him.]

[ Fai has no problem doing just that, looping his knees right over Sheza's broad shoulders. ]

You didn't think my joke was very funny either, you know.

[ His joke being the nipple twist... but once again, at least they have a terrible sense of humor together. Settling back with ease, he lets Sheza take the lead... or rather, the lick.

Despite his attitude, it doesn't take long at all for Fai to clutch at the sheets underneath him, fingers gripping at the fabric and leaving a little wrinkled pattern behind as he gasps and sighs. ]

Have I ever told you... you're really good at this?

[ Probably. ]

Mm.

[Yael's pleased hums vibrate along Yuui's skin. Yes, compliment him more, mlem mlem.]

I've heard that once or twice. I've heard my handjobs aren't half bad either.

[Ah, but what is a claim without proof? Looping an arm around Yuui's thigh, Yael takes hold of his cock and gently, steadily, pumps. He'd have been an amazing trombonist, you know.]

[ And what better way to practice that instrument than to slide his fingers up and down Fai's tromboner? His cock twitches heavily in Sheza's hand, his arousal not having waned even the smallest amount despite Sheza's teasing. ]

Who else is telling you about your handjobs?

[ It's a soft barb without any real prongs to it, a comeback that Fai doesn't care much to argue or dig out an answer to. Why would he, when Sheza needs to focus on eating him out?

Besides, it doesn't matter anyway, not when Fai is spilling onto Sheza's hand and onto his stomach after not much longer. His thighs squeeze around Sheza's head, just a little. ]

Ah...

[ Only mildly embarrassing. ]

[Ah.

That good, eh? Yael stays his sassy remarks and his self-satisfied smirks. Knowing Yuui couldn't last is a compliment, after all.

Yael's hand eases to a crawl, mindful not to overstimulate Yuui, while his tongue works its way inside of him. What's the holdup? A little pregaming (or prenutting, if you will) only means he'll last longer when they move onto the apology that is Yael's dick in his ass.]

[ He's a little bit more sensitive, the push of Sheza's tongue riding along the edge of being nearly too much in combination with his hand, but the slower approach keeps him from writhing and wiggling around. ]

Go on. Smirk the way I know you want to.

[ At least it's easy to hear the smile in his voice as he squeezes around Sheza's head with his thighs again. ]

[Hey, don't distract him from his meal? Yael chuckles, amusement rumbling along Yuui's delicate flesh, before he pulls up to properly respond.]

Nah. I'm flattered. What are you all embarrassed about? It felt good, right?

Of course it did.

[ He'll heap on the praise that he can tell Sheza badly wants to hear.

But he takes the moment to ruffle Sheza's hair, making a mess of it. ]

So get back to it.

[Him? Desperate for praise? Fuck off with that. Yael hears what Yuui is trying to do and huffs, foregoing any further licking to sit up and take his dick out. Much like a certain twink he could name, his cock's engorged with blood, the tip flushed dark.]

My orders, sir?

[Cheeky, cheeky. Yael's hand settles loosely around his cock, tap tap tapping the tip against Yuui's asshole while he awaits his orders.]

[ He doesn't hide the way he hungrily eyes Sheza's cock—or what he can see of it from this angle anyway. Sometimes his size is a bit of a shock, but it's nothing he hasn't taken many times in the past.

The anxiety he was worried would resurface when this moment came doesn't, and so he isn't worried about relaxing enough to make this easy on the both of them. Being intimate in different ways for the last month or so has given him enough time to build some of his intimacy related trust back. The other trust he has for Sheza... well, that's a matter he won't think about right now.

Huffing out a laugh, he lightly taps his heels against Sheza's back. ]

Fuck me.

[ Spare cock, sir? ]

[It's always such a compliment seeing the way Yuui's eyes widen when they first settle over his fully hard cock. No one makes him more aware of his body, and admittedly pleased, as Yuui does. He makes Yael self-conscious in a way that excites and innervates him, settling over Yuui to pepper his cute little face with kisses.]

You make me feel like a king. Spoil me any more and I'll turn into a dictator.

[Or, you know, a dicktator...

But enough of that. Yael lines up, teasing Fai's entrance with the tip of his cock, and gingerly presses in. Slow, nice and slow, letting Yuui acclimate to the girth of his cock. Like this, it feels like their first time all over again, eliciting shivers and little throaty sighs.]

Give me a minute. I'm studying.

[ If he weren't practically pinned to the bed with his knees over Sheza's shoulders, Fai would wiggle around and fight back against those kisses, but he allows Sheza to indulge, even through the cheesy comment. Just this once.

He doesn't know how he could possibly make Sheza feel like a king, not when Fai is the one that feels like he's got the reins in this relationship, but that he feels like that at all... he'll accept it. As long as Sheza feels good in this relationship, that's all he wants.

With Sheza's size, it's certainly an adjustment as he's stretched open and filled like this for the first time in a while, and he closes his eyes in an attempt to keep himself fully relaxed. It hasn't been so long that he's forgotten what it feels like to have Sheza inside of him, but it's been long enough that his body is more sensitive, his thighs already quivering before they've even gotten started. But this is that closeness he had been seeking, needing, and it makes him forget to breathe for a moment.

Acclimating to Sheza again is a reminder that he's here, that he's alive. With a slightly choked laugh, he opens his eyes to take in Sheza's face. ]

What could you possibly be studying?

[Good question, Yuui. It's one Yael takes his sweet time answering, allowing himself time to reacclimate to the feeling of being wrapped up in his lover's body. He's itching to move, but he doesn't just yet, laughing a little as he wills his hips to stay for just a little longer.]

Your body. How you feel inside.

[It's a relief, knowing Yuui's body isn't actively resisting him.]

You feeling alright? It's been a while.

Mmm...

[ Definitely the right answer, because Fai can't begrudge him for wanting to take in the way his body feels. Fai's doing the same, after all. ]

I'm alright. No panic.

[ His eyes are a little watery, though, and his vision is slightly blurry.

But that's for an entirely different reason. ]

[The tears don't go unnoticed, but how could they? Yael's made one too many mistakes with Yuui in the past, overlooking signs that should have been obvious to him. He won't allow himself to slip up the same way twice.

Yael lifts his hand and thumbs at the hollow beneath Yuui's eye, leaving his palm settled around the curve of his cheek.]

What's wrong?

[ He places a hand over Sheza's, smiling up at him. After the last time he tried to bottom, he knows that he needs to quickly assuage Sheza's worry.

This isn't his fault. Although... maybe he'll think that it is. After all, he's the one who went off on his own and put himself into danger.

Fai quickly pushes those negative thoughts out of his mind. He won't let those thoughts ruin this. Vocalizing his feelings can come after the moment is over. ]

I'm glad you're alive... and that this isn't a dream.

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