altimit | milky's bullshit containment zone

[ Ah... he's not, is he? Then what does this mean? The temptation to ask him grows as Fai watches him pour whiskey into his own mouth, but the thought dissipates the moment their lips touch.

He lets the whiskey filter into his own mouth and the burn as it goes down his throat is a lot more tolerable than it usually is. Sweet drinks really are his style, but if he has the harder stuff delivered to him like this, it's not so bad.

Feeling his resolve not to ask Yael that question still lingering in his mind falter, Fai brings his hands up to cup Yael's cheeks and keep him right where he is. ]

[He's given Fai his answer. He isn't a one night stand kind of guy, having only been in a single, very serious relationship from the time he was a teenager that lasted well into adulthood. These last few years have been lonely, but Yael embraced that loneliness. He didn't want company. He didn't want companionship. He wanted to be alone to mourn and never once questioned when that need to isolate would finally pass.

The answer found him first.

What he wants from Fai isn't something he'll only want once. By indulging him, Fai has to accept that Yael will only crave more, only crave him, kissing him again and again until the taste of alcohol disappears off their tongues. After that, he kisses him a little more, fingers dug into those thin, bony hips.

And who knows? Maybe Fai isn't the one. Yael certainly doesn't expect him to be. What he does expect is that he won't stop desiring Fai the way he does now, taking and taking and hoping he'll be put out of his desperation with a staunch refusal.]

[ He's not sure when it happens, but Fai eventually finds himself properly straddling Yael's hips, just short of pressing flush against him. The way Yael kisses him over and over, pushing their tongues together for a brief moment before they come back together again, to the point he no longer tastes the whiskey and instead only tastes Yael on his tongue. It's intoxicating in a very different way than the alcohol is, and he keeps his hands right where they are on Yael's cheeks.

Well, until he decides to rest a hand on his shoulder while the other slides back into his hair. The desire to feel that hair between his fingers for real is strong, but he lets this be a stand-in on its own for now. After all, he can still feel the warmth radiating off of the man beneath him.

And if Yael is expecting a refusal when Fai eventually breaks the kiss, he doesn't get it. Instead, Fai starts to pepper kisses along his jaw, taking his sweet time as he marks a path towards his neck. ]

[Fai really should refuse him. Their lips part and with it goes that luxurious heat. In its place is the kind of all-consuming cold that inspires shivers, fearsome in its own right, but then Fai's lips are on his skin and Yael can no longer focus on that dreadful chill.

Can he go back to being alone? Can he be fine with a one night stand? He doesn't know. God, he just doesn't know.

It's frustration over those what ifs that sees him tugging hard on Fai's hips, pulling him flush to his lap and grinding up into him. Sorry, Fai, but he can't go about this logically. Too many emotions are tied into the simple act of intimacy, something Yael's been without for too many years. It took lighting a fire under his skin to remind him of how much he despises the cold.]

Edited 2023-08-06 04:14 (UTC)

[ That escalation is so sudden that all Fai can do is bury his face into Yael's neck as a soft moan escapes him. Naturally, he finds himself rocking his hips in tandem, perfectly fine with this even as a new form of anxiety starts to grip him. What does this mean for them both? Certainly there's going to be a next time, and maybe a time after that too.

...

But his mind drifts back to that shivers, the ones he just barely missed. His lips still close to Yael's skin, he leans in just a bit to press a soft kiss to his neck. ]

Are you okay?

[Whoops. Gave a little too much away, did he? The unintended side effect of Fai's consideration is Yael ensuring he won't open himself up so much going forward, pausing to loosen his grip and draw in a steadying breath. He's already begun to breathe hard... in a damn video game. How embarrassing.]

What, worried about me? Don't be. I'm just pent up.

[With that, he sharply twists his hips and throws Fai down against the cushions, eclipsing him. No more questions, your honor.]

[ A look of surprise flits across his face as their positions reverse, but he doesn't mind it.

Not at all. ]

Alright. [ He places his hands on Yael's shoulders. ] Let some of that excess steam off with me, then.

[ Even though there's the barrier of technology between them, he does think it could still help. Possibly. Honestly, he's not sure if this is a mistake, but this has gone too far and he wants Yael too much to really put a stop to it. ]

[Yael had his chance to think twice about fucking this dude in virtual reality and failed to convince himself, clearly. Nothing for it now, taking Fai's permission as his go ahead to grasp onto his hips for purchase and grind down into him, returning to that sensitive neck and sucking out bruise after bruise on that pale column of skin.]

[ Fai is quick to wrap his legs around Yael's hips, pressing his hips closer as he leans his head back to give him more access to his neck. It's impossible not to let soft sighs escape him every once in a while, especially when Yael sucks out a particularly egregious bruise. ]

You're... relentless.

[ He laughs breathlessly. It's clear he doesn't mind at all. ]

...Mmh. [Om nom. Delicious neck.] What. Want me to slow down?

[He will if Fai insists, but Yael was given permission to vent, and so he's venting. While he waits on his answer, he licks a stripe up Fai's neck and nips at his earlobe.]

[ That earns Yael a soft gasp, one that has Fai squeezing his thighs around his hips. ]

Ah... no, of course not. If anything, I'd like for you to fuck me right now.

[ He's impatient, and now that he has the opportunity to get this particular e-dick again, he doesn't want to squander it. ]

...Hah. And you call me relentless.

[A three day delay hasn't slowed them down any. Yael is impatient, sure, but he's not desperate, stripping Fai down layer by layer until he's left to his underwear. Yael makes like he's going to divest him of those too, but he doesn't, instead lowering himself to kiss the insides of those skinny little chicken thighs. He can't help but laugh, lips moving closer and closer towards the epicenter of his arousal.]

You're skin and bones. I could toss you around like a ragdoll if I wanted to.

[ Just let him very quickly toggle off the censor so that Yael isn't met with pixels the moment he pulls Fai's long sleeved shirt and pants off of his body. His underwear is plain and nondescript, much like it probably is in real life, but what's more important is the attention Yael is paying to his inner thighs.

He sighs pleasantly as he spreads his legs a little more, tossing one up and over the top of the couch so Yael has ample space to work with. ]

And you're broad and muscular. Do you really think I haven't considered that factor?

[ Fai grins, running his fingers through Yael's hair. ]

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You say that like you want to get tossed around.

[Yael huffs a laugh, warm breath fanning against Fai's bare skin. So soft, so thin... but he must feel just the same in reality. That thought only arouses him more, seeking out the tip of Fai's cock and flicking it through his underwear. If Fai thought his teasing was purely verbal, he's got another thing coming.]

I do.

[ He huffs out a laugh, tugging playfully on Yael's hair. Two can play at this game. ]

Do you even have it in you to toss me around?

Mm. On my tongue, maybe.

[Don't make him go bald, Fai. To illustrate his point, Yael slips just the tip of Fai's cock out of his underwear and toys around with it with the tip of his tongue.]

[ baldyael.jpg incoming

He allows his eyes to slip closed for just a moment as he sighs, his fingers twitching around the strands of Yael's hair caught between them. ]

Mm... not bad.

[ Actually, let him make this better. He shifts his leg so that it's no longer hooked over the couch and instead hooked over Yael's broad shoulder. Much, much better. ]

You're easily pleased.

[Yael can't conceive of any other answer when he's woefully lacking in sexual experiences with other men. Still, he's not going to gag from sucking virtual dick, is he? Surely not. Hopefully not.

When Fai's leg hooks over his shoulder, Yael rewards him by slipping his cock fully out of his underwear and inviting the tip into his mouth, the sweeps of his tongue slow and exploratory. Tasting him, feeling him, listening to him breathe... eager as Yael is, he's just as eager to take his time and reacquaint himself with intimacy gradually and comfortably.]

Is that a bad thing?

[ Yael's exploration is rewarded with soft sighs and a slight uptick in Fai's breathing as he gently runs his fingers through his hair. It's easy enough to tell that Yael isn't used to doing something like this, and Fai now knows that he probably hasn't been intimate with a whole slew of people either.

And while Fai does have a long line of one night stands behind him, that doesn't mean he isn't a patient partner. He's more than content to let Yael do as he pleases despite his ribbing earlier. ]

[It means more to Yael than he could ever express — more than he even realizes — to have such a patient partner. Someone willing to let him take his time and explore, learn without chiding him or laughing at him for playing with his body just as much as he's pleasuring it.

In a word? Yael feels comfortable. With Fai, he feels he can touch him at his leisure, rewarded with gentle sighs and warm fingers in his hair. He's missed this, missed it bitterly, but Yael can't be bothered to lament what he's lost when he's being given such a gift.

...But it's definitely weird. He's never had a dick in his mouth, so Fai's going to have to put up with the sensation of Yael's tongue poking and prodding his urethra, slipping under the foreskin, tracing out the shape of his frenulum with the very tip of it. Exploratory is definitely a good word for it. Curious mlem mlems...]

[ It's been a while since he's received a blow job from a man that isn't sure what he's doing, and Fai wouldn't lie and say it doesn't feel a little off at some points, but ultimately, he doesn't care.

Instead, when Yael's drags the tip of his tongue along his frenulum, Fai pulls his hair just a bit. ]

There. Do that just a little more.

[To Yael's credit(?), he wasn't going for pleasure, simply playing with the dick in his mouth like some kind of oral fidget toy... but ah. Right. That's not what the point of going down on him is.]

Mm.

[He liked it when he licked the frenulum, right? Yael presses his tongue flat to it, and with a bit of pressure, wiggles it back and forth.]

[ Yael...

It's fine, though. At least he can listen to direction well enough. He's rewarded for it too, a soft moan escaping Fai as he presses his heel into his back, his cock throbbing in Yael's hand. Fai slips his eyes closed again, figuring Yael will probably continue with his exploration and experimentation. He can certainly trust Fai to react accordingly whenever he hits the jackpot, so to speak. ]

[...Hm, yeah, that's one hell of a reward. That's all the incentive Yael needs to pull Fai a little further into his mouth, hollowing out his cheeks to feel his cock throb against the flat of his tongue. He doesn't care much for the taste, but to hear and feel Fai's arousal? That's doing everything for him right now.]

[ Slipping Fai's cock into his mouth earns Yael another quiet moan as Fai tugs gently on his hair. ]

Just like that.

[ Giving Yael the time to figure things out on his own is well worth it. The rewards reap themselves, really. It's why Fai never has a problem with being patient when it comes to this. ]

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