milky's bullshit containment zone

[weaseled]

Who ⚔ Yael & assorted nerds
What ⚔ A dungeon run and other things
When ⚔ After the party
Where ⚔ Errywhere
Content Warnings ⚔ Men with their tits out? Alcohol??? No correlation there surprisingly. nsfw i'm sorry mom

Comments

[fluorite]

[ He huffs out a breath, but it sounds more like a sigh. ]

I am.

[ Look, he has no shame. He’s already semi-embarrassed himself in front of Yael already, so he has nothing to be embarrassed about now. ]

I’d like to see it in general.

[weaseled]

Oh yeah...?

[He really does prefer Fai at his most honest, so he'll drop the teasing and give him what he wants, pausing to leaf through the menus and toggle off the censors. His reward? Dick. Beeg beeg dick.]

Happy now?

[fluorite]

[ …

He stares for a long, long moment. ]

Oh wow.

[weaseled]

...What?

[Fai. Honey. You can't just stare like that? How is Yael supposed to feel anything but self-conscious???]

[fluorite]

[ He can’t help it, okay!! ]

You’re really big. [ But uh, he can tell Yael is a little bit self conscious, so he quickly adds: ] I like that, though.

[weaseled]

Geez...

[ahhhhHHHHH. Thank fuck he doesn't blush easily.]

You should've said that in the first place.

[fluorite]

Only be concerned if I don’t say anything.

[ He laughs, running his fingers through Yael’s hair. ]

Is it the same in real life too?

[ Curious minds want to know… ]

[weaseled]

Don't keep me in suspense, stupid. You'll give me the wrong idea.

[Ah, but he pulls out enough to study his full length with a contemplative hum.]

More or less.

[fluorite]

But it’s fun.

[ And he will continue to do so, thank you very much. Fai pulls Yael closer with his leg. ]

More or less? You have to specify, mister. Go on, tell me what’s different.

[weaseled]

Alright. Listen up.

[Yael leans in nice and close and whispers the answer in Fai's ear. At the same time, he's slowly, inch by inch, burying himself fully inside of him.]

[fluorite]

[ Ah, that was the exact answer he wanted to hear. But any reaction he may have had is cut short with the way Yael slowly fills him up. He groans, arching his back as he digs his fingernails into Yael’s shoulder. ]

Fuck—

[ He’s not one to curse, but when faced with a big dick belonging to a hot guy? Well, it happens. He breathes out, slow. ]

How is it…?

[weaseled]

...Tight.

[Right is how it feels, truthfully. Yael takes a moment to sit here fully nestled inside of Fai and soak in his heat, his scent, the ragged edges of his breaths.

Just to bask in being connected to someone else like this is a feeling Yael never thought he'd feel again. He can use the excuse of exploring Fai, of being out of practice, to indulge a bit and lean down and kiss him, can't he? Slowly, gently, savoring the way he tastes on his tongue. It really has been too long, but it was worth the wait when the fit just feels right.]

Well? You're not uncomfortable?

[fluorite]

[ Fai indulges him in the kiss all too easily, running his fingers through his hair as he basks in the way Yael's lips feel against his own. ]

I'm not. You feel amazing.

[ With a small laugh, he adjusts himself so that his legs are tightly wrapped around Yael's middle. He's so warm and solid between Fai's legs that it feels almost perfect. Perfect, of course, would have to be in real life, but he supposes this can do for now.

But... hm. He finds himself wanting just a little bit more out of this, so that hand on Yael's shoulder slides down along his arm before reaching for his hand. ]

[weaseled]

...Hah. What a sap.

[Holding hands during sex? Cute. Incredibly sweet. Yael can't resist, twining their fingers together and settling into a gradual, exploratory pace, familiarizing himself with Fai's insides one indulgent thrust at a time.]

That's how you are deep down, huh? Sweet. Sappy. That's pretty cute, you know.

[fluorite]

[ He gives Yael's hand a playful squeeze. It's been a little while since he's chosen to hold hands during sex, but the warm feeling he gets from it is worth the risk he just took. Those thrusts pull soft, dreamy sighs out of him, but his gaze is still sharp as he looks up at Yael. ]

Aren't you a sap too?

[ He had hoped Yael was, which was why he chose to grab onto his hand. It was a little test, so to speak. ]

[weaseled]

You think so? Nah. You're seeing things.

[But Fai is absolutely right, so Yael doesn't put that much energy into fighting him. He'd rather put it into Fai, content to gently rock into him and listen to those soft, dreamy sighs spool past his lips.]

We have too much in common. Guess I can't complain...

[...But this feels incredibly unreal. So much like a dream. He's half tempted to ask Fai to pinch him, but instead, Yael throws a rough thrust in at random to confirm this is very much real. The shivers that follow certainly confirm that much.]

[fluorite]

[ ...Yael is really cute. That's all Fai can really think about as Yael rocks into him, steady and not too fast. While he's used to something more rough, this is nice too. Really, really nice, made plain by the way Fai sighs with each thrust of Yael's hips. ]

Mm... I guess not.

[ Having things in common is a good thing, after all, and Fai doesn't have many people he can really relate to. Now that Yael's brought it up, the similarities are all Fai can think about.

But that rough thrust and subsequent shiver nearly jolts him, and he groans, digging one of his heels into Yael's lower back. ]

Can't decide on a pace?

[weaseled]

It's not that.

[He's settled on his pace, content with the gradual push and pull of their bodies while their fingers remain intertwined.]

I'm just reacclimating. It's bizarre how real this feels.

[He's half tempted to joke that they should meet up IRL to compare virtual sex with the real thing, but Yael isn't going to take it that far. Easy does it, right?]

[fluorite]

[ While Fai does like some degree of roughness most of the time, this is honestly pretty nice too. Yael might be reacclimating from whatever relationship Fai suspects he was in before this given his dislike of one night stands, but Fai is reacclimating too—in a sense, at least. This doesn't feel like a quick hookup, and it's knocked him off kilter just a bit, enough so that he's more lost in the feeling of Yael's hand in his than the feeling of his muscular form squeezed between Fai's thighs.

Nearly breathless, he turns his head a bit so he can look up at Yael's face. ]

It might as well be the real thing.

[weaseled]

[He's always been one to acclimate to the needs of his partner and put them before his own, but really, Yael doesn't consider himself hard to please. He gets more out of tending to Fai than he would selfishly pursuing what he knows feels best to his own body, getting off on the way he sighs and squeezes his thighs tightly around him.

This is perfect, Yael thinks, and the thought nearly paralyses him. Too perfect. More than I deserve, yet he manages to brush those thoughts away and keep focused on the here and now. When he's alone at night some hours after they parted, he knows he won't be so lucky.]

Don't flatter me too much. Here.

[Shifting a bit, Yael pulls one of Fai's legs up onto his shoulder so he can fuck into him at a slight angle. Did you think your prostate was safe, Fai? Think again!]

[fluorite]

[ Ah... he's in danger, isn't he? How can it even be considered flattery when he's catering to Fai like this, fucking into him in a way that ensures it'll feel good for him too? The change in angle makes it easy for his cock to hit Fai's prostate with enough regularity that he starts squeezing Yael's hand hard without even realizing it. ]

Is it really flattery?

[ He tries to shoot Yael a smug grin, but it's nearly impossible when Yael is fucking him like this. ]

[weaseled]

[That's more like it. He may lack experience with men, but that doesn't seem to be a deterrent to Fai, his hand squeezing tightly around his own. Yael's a quick study and quicker to hone in on what his partner likes and capitalize on it, keeping his thrusts steady to gradually build up that pleasurable warmth between them. At the same time, he fits his teeth to the thigh on his shoulder and sucks out a deep, mottling bruise.]

Mm. Isn't it supposed to feel better than the real thing? This is fantasy, after all.

[fluorite]

[ Those steady thrusts are working well on Fai, evident in the way his sighs grow more frequent, some of them evolving into soft moans. But the teeth sinking into his thigh as Yael sucks on that sensitive flesh is something else entirely, as Fai just barely manages to hold back a whine. It's so incredibly obvious, though, in the way he bites on his lower lip as the flush that's already started forming across his cheeks grows just a bit deeper.

Taking a few steadying breaths, his eyes travel back to Yael's face, a small smile on his lips. ]

But... I think some things are meant to be better in real life.

[ In other words, he's considering the same thing—would this be even better in person? ]

[weaseled]

[...Yeah, this would no doubt feel better in real life, wouldn't it? There's some invisible barrier between them that can't be crossed, something the digital world just can't replicate. This feels so very real, and yet at the same time it doesn't.

Still, to cross that invisible boundary and leave nothing left between them...]

...Mm. Probably.

[But it's too soon for that. How long can something this good last?

Reaffirming his grip on Fai's leg, Yael's thrusts pick up momentum, weightier and shorter.]

I'm sure I'd have competition to fight off. Surprised you're single.

[🙂]

[fluorite]

[ If Yael hadn't picked up the pace, Fai would have stared at him in shock. The people he knows in real life would certainly say something else, knowing all too well how much work he puts in when it comes to maintaining some sort of distance. That Yael has slipped past that just a bit is an exception to the rule. ]

You wouldn't.

[ Unless the competition is random hookups, but that's not much of anything.

And it isn't worth thinking about, not when Yael has built up some real momentum. So, Fai lets that little statement go for the time being, choosing instead to close his eyes as he wraps his free hand around his own cock, giving himself a few light strokes in tandem with Yael's thrusts. ]