Who 🪨 Albedo and Co. What 🪨 Innocent events. When 🪨 :> Where 🪨 ΘNatural Wooden Sunrise, ΔDark Remarkable Cinema, Net Slum Content Warnings 🪨 Nothing to worry about.
He never presents himself who thinks of himself as an individual who diminishes his self-worth, though. He is just very aware of his shortcomings, and so as it is, it is quite the experience to have someone constantly express such affections for him despite that.
As it is, you have stuck by me even when it would have been wiser to not. I have long since accepted this. But I too have fallen for you as well...perhaps it is your earnest and kind nature, perhaps something else. I would not know.
Thank you, Albedo. Your words mean the world to me – it doesn't matter if it'd be wiser if I didn't continue talking to you. You being here has made my life so much better.
I'm glad I told you. My heart felt like it was going to burst, the longer I held off.
...I had no idea I'd managed to change your life for the better.
[ But isn't that obvious? Such a thing would happen when they are happy. Though Albedo certainly never took it for granted. Perhaps he should now...it makes him feel good. ]
Do you remember when I hatched that plan to destroy everything? In this world? When you agreed?
I hadn't anticipated you would have accepted it. At the time, even if I was confident, perhaps still am, that I understood what I was doing, I pondered if my choices were made as they had been because I felt in all honesty...at a loss. In either event, you were simply always there, ready to support me.
In truth, I wondered if you might tired of it. But you never did.
[ His lips curl up into another smile; almost secretive. ]
I would have waited as long as it took for you to gather the courage. Or, perhaps, tell me yourself. But, I am so happy that you managed.
I remember. And truth be told, I wouldn't be opposed to it, even now.
[ His expression turns more solemn. Memories of Unna come flooding back and he grits his teeth. ]
This place has taken so much from us, that if it was still something you wanted to pursue, I'd trust that it'd be with ours and everyone else's best interests in mind. Truthfully, it also comes from a selfish place...but I believe in you either way, Albedo.
[ ... ]
Whenever this ends, I promise I'll be there, at your side.
Oh? Well...I can say that I have not quite changed the directions of my plans just yet.
[ Though, Albedo can now say that he hasn't been pursuing them out of a sense of desperation. ]
I cannot quite consider your agreement in this to be something selfish, considering all that has befallen us as a result of our play here.
[ But, that unequivocal support as always...Albedo can always feel good whenever he hears the other man voice as much. Though, he did notice the gritting of teeth, and leaned in to press another kiss to his cheek. ]
...Then, we shall continue along this path together, come what may.
[ MY APOLOGIES...I meant it is clear when he is disinterested, but at the moment, he is certainly, not disinterested. Maybe amused, and trying to dissect everything.
His hand is squeezed regardless and he pops out of his thinking mode. ]
Oh, no, this is fine.
I haven't seen a movie like this before, is all. Or, well, I could've I suppose, but there are just so many strange elements in it...
Ah, it's certainly fascinating. Fascinating and 'fun', as it were.
[ But for him, 'fascinating' might as well be interchangeably used with 'fun'. ]
...I will attempt to do exactly that. Though, I'm afraid my mind might be disinclined to do so. Still, I believe I can still enjoy a movie even if I'm analyzing it at the same time.
[ Maybe...but he is enraptured by it, certainly. ]
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Then, he lowers his hand and decides to return the favor. No fanfare needed, only honesty.
He plants a gentle kiss on Albedo's forehead, then one his cheek, then the other – and finally, Noé punctuates it all with a hiss to his lips.
When he pulls away, he's smiling. ]
I've fallen in love with you, Albedo.
I love you. To the moon and back.
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'...is this what it feels like?'
This is always a thought persists consistently in Albedo's mind, whenever he shares so many moments with Noé. There are those he cares about, in certain respects, but all the same he can't quite equate them to how he feels with Noé. Someone who, for some reason, decided to constantly reach out to him.
He never presents himself who thinks of himself as an individual who diminishes his self-worth, though. He is just very aware of his shortcomings, and so as it is, it is quite the experience to have someone constantly express such affections for him despite that.
Noé has always been clear in his support of him, so he has never doubted it at any stretch of the way. His only concern might have been remnants of his struggles as he saw no light at the end of the tunnel. But, even Noé had... ]
So you do.
Noé, I have been very fortunate to meet you. To have you by my side. Every meeting with one person is never the same, and therefore there can be never any guarantee to what end that will lead.
As it is, you have stuck by me even when it would have been wiser to not. I have long since accepted this. But I too have fallen for you as well...perhaps it is your earnest and kind nature, perhaps something else. I would not know.
Still, I love you certainly nonetheless.
[ He returns the kiss gently, against Noé's lips, not knowing what else to say, but knowing without a doubt his words, as well as his actions are a clear return of Noé's affections – beyond the actions they have previously expressed with one another. More pointed. With an unwavering desire to seal this permanently without any indication of refutation. ]
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Thank you, Albedo. Your words mean the world to me – it doesn't matter if it'd be wiser if I didn't continue talking to you. You being here has made my life so much better.
I'm glad I told you. My heart felt like it was going to burst, the longer I held off.
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[ But isn't that obvious? Such a thing would happen when they are happy. Though Albedo certainly never took it for granted. Perhaps he should now...it makes him feel good. ]
Do you remember when I hatched that plan to destroy everything? In this world? When you agreed?
I hadn't anticipated you would have accepted it. At the time, even if I was confident, perhaps still am, that I understood what I was doing, I pondered if my choices were made as they had been because I felt in all honesty...at a loss. In either event, you were simply always there, ready to support me.
In truth, I wondered if you might tired of it. But you never did.
[ His lips curl up into another smile; almost secretive. ]
I would have waited as long as it took for you to gather the courage. Or, perhaps, tell me yourself. But, I am so happy that you managed.
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[ His expression turns more solemn. Memories of Unna come flooding back and he grits his teeth. ]
This place has taken so much from us, that if it was still something you wanted to pursue, I'd trust that it'd be with ours and everyone else's best interests in mind. Truthfully, it also comes from a selfish place...but I believe in you either way, Albedo.
[ ... ]
Whenever this ends, I promise I'll be there, at your side.
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[ Though, Albedo can now say that he hasn't been pursuing them out of a sense of desperation. ]
I cannot quite consider your agreement in this to be something selfish, considering all that has befallen us as a result of our play here.
[ But, that unequivocal support as always...Albedo can always feel good whenever he hears the other man voice as much. Though, he did notice the gritting of teeth, and leaned in to press another kiss to his cheek. ]
...Then, we shall continue along this path together, come what may.
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[ He smiles and gently bumps the tip of his nose against Albedo's. This must be what it feels like to be with someone... It's nice.
Soon, the lights dim. ]
Oh-! I think it's starting.
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But, with the movie starting, Albedo will just sort of lean his head to rest on his boyfriend's shoulder. Perks of being a much smaller height. ]
It certainly is.
[ As the beginnings plug along... ]
...Hm, it seems to be starting out like a traditional fantasy tale of some sort.
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There are a few funny parts that arise that get Noé to chuckle, and he's smiling throughout the ongoing movie. ]
It's certainly got twists on modern fairytale tropes. I think that's why I like it so much.
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Is that so?
...I suppose many modern fairytales don't have good ogres, do they?
[ Then again he wouldn't know that. He has a feeling he never was into much fairytales if at all even on the other side, RIP. ]
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[ Albedo doesn't seem very interested, huh? Noé frowns and lightly squeezes his hand to get his attention. ]
Do you want to watch something else? I don't mind.
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His hand is squeezed regardless and he pops out of his thinking mode. ]
Oh, no, this is fine.
I haven't seen a movie like this before, is all. Or, well, I could've I suppose, but there are just so many strange elements in it...
!!!runs back here
[ Noé is clearly enjoying himself, and he's glad to hear Albedo having a great time, too. ]
Maybe you can try to just enjoy it for what it is without making an analysis? Usually, that comes after the movie.
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Ah, it's certainly fascinating. Fascinating and 'fun', as it were.
[ But for him, 'fascinating' might as well be interchangeably used with 'fun'. ]
...I will attempt to do exactly that. Though, I'm afraid my mind might be disinclined to do so. Still, I believe I can still enjoy a movie even if I'm analyzing it at the same time.
[ Maybe...but he is enraptured by it, certainly. ]