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Haru Okumura ([personal profile] rebelles) wrote in [community profile] altimit2023-10-17 09:36 am

phantom operatives catchall

Who • Phantom Operatives + Visitors
What • Guild mingling
When • Oct/Nov
Where • Guild Home
justonezero: (Always with those)

[personal profile] justonezero 2023-11-18 06:40 pm (UTC)(link)
...

If he hadn't turned them into Waves, Uta and Makoto could still be alive with us even now.

Or... no. If we had deleted Cubia from the start, then...

[Reducing humans to programs is already unforgivable. Turning them into something that must be fought - forcing their lives in this world to be snuffed out?

What an abhorrent program. They need to destroy it completely.
]
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[personal profile] tablescraps 2023-11-18 10:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Mm.

( He agrees. )

That's probably why he chose his company so carefully - because he knew the remainder wouldn't be so forgiving toward him. Uta, trapped with nowhere else to go; Matoba, for his hubris; Barrett, for his sentimentality; Fandaniel, for being equally miserable... And so on.

Only those who would be ineffectual at stopping him until he was strong enough to show his true face.
justonezero: (it's fine if I screw up)

[personal profile] justonezero 2023-11-19 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
...He called me miserable, too. Saying he would "fix" me... I wonder if he gave up...?

[It's a mixed feeling. He doesn't want to be targeted by Cubia, certainly. But...

If it had been him rather that Uta or Makoto...

...
]
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[personal profile] tablescraps 2023-11-20 09:06 am (UTC)(link)
He probably thinks he'll "fix" everyone here by making them happy, following the success of his plan.

( Which won't happen, obviously. )

I don't know if he saw us Phases as "fixed" or "complete." Just tools. It's probably why he's not bothered by some of us living - that's my guess. Because "fixing" us will come when he takes us all to his false paradise.
justonezero: (wasn't there)

[personal profile] justonezero 2023-11-20 09:48 pm (UTC)(link)
...Like wiping out all your memories again, too? That's what he decided would make me happiest.
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[personal profile] tablescraps 2023-11-23 09:16 am (UTC)(link)
( Ugh. He doesn't like thinking about Cubia sticking his baby fingers in his brain again - falling under Cubia's sway again. )

Did it?

( Mithrun figures Cubia thinks more people would agree with his suggestion to stay if the outside world seemed like some awful unknown - hence all this memory stuff. )
justonezero: (suffocated in my shell)

[personal profile] justonezero 2023-11-23 06:53 pm (UTC)(link)
...

It did. And since I could only read what I wrote about on the forums, it made the outside world seem scary.

[Still kind of is tbh, but.]
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[personal profile] tablescraps 2023-11-24 08:43 am (UTC)(link)
That's probably what he was hoping for. I'm surprised you got your memories back at all.

( Well, for however long that lasted, but still. )
justonezero: (There's you)

[personal profile] justonezero 2023-11-25 01:38 am (UTC)(link)
...Yeah. I thought it was strange, too.

He wanted me to see things his way... but he still gave them back. ...Maybe he thought if I was happier without my memories, I'd want to get rid of them again?