Who ⚔ Yael & assorted nerds What ⚔ A dungeon run and other things When ⚔ After the party Where ⚔ Errywhere Content Warnings ⚔ Men with their tits out? Alcohol??? No correlation there surprisingly. nsfw i'm sorry mom
[ He lifts up Sheza’s hand, grazing his lips along the knuckles. He’ll reminds Sheza of all the bits and pieces he’s missing over time, starting off small so Fai doesn’t overwhelm him. ]
You told me about it a while ago. I wanted to know what your relationship was like.
[ Maybe he should offer condolences or say he’s sorry, but they’re empty platitudes and Fai knows Sheza doesn’t want those. ]
It’s hard to let go of a relationship that meant so much to you, especially when you woke up thinking you were next to your fiancée.
[He takes the warmth of those lips with as much grace as he can. His hand tenses, relaxes, and tenses again. Is this really a bridge Yuui wants to cross right now? Stubborn man, but Yael knows in his heart that he fell for this oddball in part because of that stubborn streak. It's times like these where Yael seriously questions his own taste.]
...Right.
[It's embarrassing, thinking back on the moment he realized Yuui was not Aida, how poorly he'd reacted.]
I'm sorry. I shouldn't have been so hostile right off the bat. I didn't mean to upset you.
[ And maybe now Sheza remembers that Fai is as sensitive as he is stubborn—a really dangerous combination. ]
You didn’t leave immediately. I think… your reaction wasn’t as bad as it could have been.
[ Although there’s still clear hurt in his eyes, Fai can at least acknowledge that much. Being asked what he did to Sheza hit a little too close to home, but… he can let that go, maybe. ]
...That's another thing I remember. You're a bad liar.
[Spoken with a laugh, though it's brief. Tentatively, his thumb begins to stroke along the back of Yuui's hand. His body remembers the softness of his skin, how comforting it feels beneath his own.]
It hurt your feelings. You know what you're supposed to do to someone who pisses you off and breaks your heart? Punch them in the face.
[He claps his teeth like he intends to bite Yuui's palm for that little pap, a well-practiced movement, but he doesn't go through with it. The anxiety is mutual. They can't go back to the way they were, not even if Yael's memories return to him.]
You'd be happier if you lied less often, that's all, but be honest for your own sake. What you think about yourself at the end of the day matters more than what anyone else thinks.
[ That little movement pulls out a small smile, and he almost wishes that Sheza went through with it and bit him. Maybe he'd wake up from whatever extended nightmare this is.
Sheza has a point, that much is true, but Fai finds himself shaking his head. ]
[As if preparing to scold a small child, Yael exhales a weary sigh.]
...You shouldn't. Not where you're at.
[Yael's words are vague, though not intentionally so. In his heart, he knows a love of Yuui has taken root. His heart also knows the feeling isn't mutual.]
[ It's clear on Fai's face that he doesn't want to let Sheza go, but he knows that Sheza means it when he says he needs time to himself. There are a lot of things he needs to sort through, especially when it comes to no longer being engaged.
So, reluctantly, Fai gets up and presses a soft kiss to Sheza's cheek. ]
Alright. Go to the spa so you can relax.
[ He takes a step back, a signal that Sheza is allowed to go. ]
[It's tempting, so tempting, to turn and let that kiss land on his lips instead, but Yael doesn't. He needs time and distance before he can let himself kiss Yuui again. Until then, it wouldn't feel right. Any kiss he gives him now will lack the love Yuui so obviously deserves.
Instead, Yael musses up Yuui's hair beneath his palm and buries a kiss in the resulting mess before making for the door.]
You better not mope around in here when I'm gone.
[The knob twists. Yael steps out into the hallway.]
I mean it.
[Closing the door behind him with a soft click, Yael wanders away.]
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[ He lifts up Sheza’s hand, grazing his lips along the knuckles. He’ll reminds Sheza of all the bits and pieces he’s missing over time, starting off small so Fai doesn’t overwhelm him. ]
You told me about it a while ago. I wanted to know what your relationship was like.
[ Maybe he should offer condolences or say he’s sorry, but they’re empty platitudes and Fai knows Sheza doesn’t want those. ]
It’s hard to let go of a relationship that meant so much to you, especially when you woke up thinking you were next to your fiancée.
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...Right.
[It's embarrassing, thinking back on the moment he realized Yuui was not Aida, how poorly he'd reacted.]
I'm sorry. I shouldn't have been so hostile right off the bat. I didn't mean to upset you.
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…I think I was going to be upset either way.
[ And maybe now Sheza remembers that Fai is as sensitive as he is stubborn—a really dangerous combination. ]
You didn’t leave immediately. I think… your reaction wasn’t as bad as it could have been.
[ Although there’s still clear hurt in his eyes, Fai can at least acknowledge that much. Being asked what he did to Sheza hit a little too close to home, but… he can let that go, maybe. ]
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[Spoken with a laugh, though it's brief. Tentatively, his thumb begins to stroke along the back of Yuui's hand. His body remembers the softness of his skin, how comforting it feels beneath his own.]
It hurt your feelings. You know what you're supposed to do to someone who pisses you off and breaks your heart? Punch them in the face.
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I'm not that bad. You just see through me better than most people do.
[ But he'll reach over and give Yael a little pap on the cheek anyway. ]
It's one reason why I was drawn to you. You told me to stop lying the first time we met, even though I was lying about something minor.
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You'd be happier if you lied less often, that's all, but be honest for your own sake. What you think about yourself at the end of the day matters more than what anyone else thinks.
[...]
Myself included.
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Sheza has a point, that much is true, but Fai finds himself shaking his head. ]
I care a lot about what you think about me.
[ Perhaps more than he should. ]
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[As if preparing to scold a small child, Yael exhales a weary sigh.]
...You shouldn't. Not where you're at.
[Yael's words are vague, though not intentionally so. In his heart, he knows a love of Yuui has taken root. His heart also knows the feeling isn't mutual.]
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...What do you mean?
[ He knows deep down, but... but he has to ask. ]
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[Yael's answer is swift and curt. That Yuui has to ask just proves he doesn't know or need to know.
Releasing his hand, Yael gets to his feet, but he doesn't immediately make for the door.]
...Let me have some time to myself, will you? When I come back, you can tell me all the little things I've forgotten in my old age.
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So, reluctantly, Fai gets up and presses a soft kiss to Sheza's cheek. ]
Alright. Go to the spa so you can relax.
[ He takes a step back, a signal that Sheza is allowed to go. ]
I'll be waiting.
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Instead, Yael musses up Yuui's hair beneath his palm and buries a kiss in the resulting mess before making for the door.]
You better not mope around in here when I'm gone.
[The knob twists. Yael steps out into the hallway.]
I mean it.
[Closing the door behind him with a soft click, Yael wanders away.]