Who ⚔ Yael & assorted nerds What ⚔ A dungeon run and other things When ⚔ After the party Where ⚔ Errywhere Content Warnings ⚔ Men with their tits out? Alcohol??? No correlation there surprisingly. nsfw i'm sorry mom
In a way, Yael expected this. The reasonable thing to do in a situation like this is to ask for time apart, but it aches just the same. Yael will respect Yuui's boundaries, but a non-insignificant part of him fears there is no coming back from this.
Does he want time away from Yuui? Truly, he doesn't. If anything, he wants more time with him and wants to take every opportunity to make it up to him, but it's too early to plan on making amends. Time is, at moments like these, the only cure.
Yael withdraws from their hug. He sees the tears in Yuui's eyes and hears the sobs stop up in his throat and does nothing. It isn't his right to dry the tears from Yuui's eyes. That's a privilege he's lost today.]
By all means. Take your time.
[He won't answer the question of what he wants. He can't afford to.]
You need anything else? If not, I'm going to log off for the night.
[ When Yael simply does nothing, Fai—no, Yuui—feels something in him break. His hands slowly move away from Yael's face as he backs away.
He isn't sure what he wanted, but it certainly wasn't this. Did he want Yael to fight to keep spending so much time together, even though there's no realistic way he would at this point? Did he want Yael to say it was all okay?
Yuui doesn't know. He doesn't know anything anymore. ]
...You can go.
[ He has to, because Yuui can't hold it together much longer, and he can't afford to let Yael see what will happen to him. Letting Yael feel worse is simply not an option.
And yet, and yet, Yuui can't help but lean forward and press a soft kiss to Yael's cheek anyway. ]
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In a way, Yael expected this. The reasonable thing to do in a situation like this is to ask for time apart, but it aches just the same. Yael will respect Yuui's boundaries, but a non-insignificant part of him fears there is no coming back from this.
Does he want time away from Yuui? Truly, he doesn't. If anything, he wants more time with him and wants to take every opportunity to make it up to him, but it's too early to plan on making amends. Time is, at moments like these, the only cure.
Yael withdraws from their hug. He sees the tears in Yuui's eyes and hears the sobs stop up in his throat and does nothing. It isn't his right to dry the tears from Yuui's eyes. That's a privilege he's lost today.]
By all means. Take your time.
[He won't answer the question of what he wants. He can't afford to.]
You need anything else? If not, I'm going to log off for the night.
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He isn't sure what he wanted, but it certainly wasn't this. Did he want Yael to fight to keep spending so much time together, even though there's no realistic way he would at this point? Did he want Yael to say it was all okay?
Yuui doesn't know. He doesn't know anything anymore. ]
...You can go.
[ He has to, because Yuui can't hold it together much longer, and he can't afford to let Yael see what will happen to him. Letting Yael feel worse is simply not an option.
And yet, and yet, Yuui can't help but lean forward and press a soft kiss to Yael's cheek anyway. ]
Good night.