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Emil Sinclair 🐣 ([personal profile] insinning) wrote in [community profile] altimit2023-10-07 07:04 am

(Catch all) Ominous October Threads

Who: Sinclair and You.
What: Dungeon runs, trauma bonding etc
When: All throughout October.
Warnings: Gore, Emeto, Psychological horror in one thread, NSFW stuff in another


“I see now that the path I choose through the maze makes me what I am. I am not only a thing, but also a way of being—one of many ways—and knowing the paths I have followed and the ones left to take will help me understand what I am becoming.”
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[personal profile] dissimulative 2023-10-07 10:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Oria nibbles on Sinclair's bottom lip, but parts his own lips himself to coax him in. It's a new feeling of vulnerability with these sorts of clothes and being touched like this again, but letting Sinclair take charge eases him, only because Oria trusts him. ]
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[personal profile] dissimulative 2023-10-07 10:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He does.

He really does.

It still doesn't detract from how vulnerable he feels and he tries to get over it like he usually does, but he can't help but to be self-conscious anyway, even if the game's image of him helps a little with that. He's definitely not the type to wear leggings either or any sort of skinny jeans in general--anything form fitting.

But he thinks a way to no longer think about that is how good they should feel together, so Oria pulls Sinclair down onto him so that they can resume kissing while he tries to get used to the hand inside his shirt.
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[personal profile] dissimulative 2023-10-07 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There's a muffled groan in that kiss as Oria feels the touch. His body tenses as he continues the kiss while holding onto his shoulders. He immediately deepens it again with a tongue trying to go beyond Sinclair's lips--anything to get his mind off how self-conscious he feels. ]
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[personal profile] dissimulative 2023-10-08 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ He can feel it and that's why he raises his leg, folding his knee so that he can try to rock his upper thigh against Sinclair's arousal. Oria eventually has to break his kiss so that he can breathe properly, panting off to the side. He feels like his head is spinning... ]
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[personal profile] dissimulative 2023-10-08 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ He tries to grind his thigh harder against Sinclair so that it'll feel good to him too. Oria doesn't like being too much of a pillow queen, if at all. He wants to do something, but if Sinclair wants him to stay still, he can try his best... but no promises.

The way Sinclair nuzzles with his lips trailing over his neck is familiar.
]

You know...

[ He's trying very hard to breathe normally. ]

... I normally wear a scarf, so.
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[personal profile] dissimulative 2023-10-08 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oria holds back a sound when Sinclair sucks at his neck and shudders with his eyes shut tight for a brief moment with the hand. The grips on his shoulders move over to Sinclair's back, fingertips pressing into his shoulderblades. ]
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[personal profile] dissimulative 2023-10-08 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ Unfortunately, the first two buttons are all there are. Oria would have to take off the entire top for Sinclair to have more access or he can just shove the entire thing upward. ]

Emil... you really like that, huh?

[ He tries to keep his breathing steady. ]

Tell me... why do you like it so much?

[ Can Sinclair give a clear answer through the haze of his arousal? The thigh hasn't stopped rubbing against him. ]
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[personal profile] dissimulative 2023-10-08 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
We're in a game, but this... this is real. Your feelings are real too.

[ The shirt is up all the way, and Oria wouldn't mind it as much if weren't for so much cloth dividing his head from the rest of his body. He can't see shit, so he just takes it off despite feeling even more self-conscious. He still feels like his pride breaks a little, but it's fine, because he can entrust himself to Sinclair. ]

So show me... how much you love me, in this way.
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[personal profile] dissimulative 2023-10-08 07:05 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's really hard to believe for Oria, who never really liked himself in this way, only for that problem to be shoved under a rug and never thought about again. But when Sinclair, who is basically the embodiment of sincerity, says it, Oria feels like he can try to slowly accept those words. It will take a long time, he knows, but... it's a step forward when he never wanted to walk down this path due to fear.

The bite and sucking pulls Oria out of those thoughts. He doesn't particularly react well to the bites, but he squirms under Sinclair because of the sucking. That area is littered with markings from Sinclair and he's sure to remember seeing them in the mirror until they fade or gets healed up, but there's no way in hell that he is letting others see these.
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[personal profile] dissimulative 2023-10-08 07:21 am (UTC)(link)
Ah...

[ Oria's breathing turns heavy again, but he notices the pause. ]

Emil...? Is there something wrong?
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[personal profile] dissimulative 2023-10-08 10:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ Even though he implied full permission, Sinclair still pausing to ask where those boundaries clearly stand warms his heart like no other. He feels like his heart is about to burst out of his chest from how fast it's pounding, but he also feels nervous. ]

... You can touch me wherever you want.

[ He swallows. Maybe he wouldn't feel as nervous if maybe he topped first, but they're really going all in and—ah, he feels a little dizzy. ]

Just don't stare too much... and keep your mouth above my waist.
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[personal profile] dissimulative 2023-10-08 10:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ His own jacket still stays between Oria and the mattress. He took it off with the top earlier, but he didn't bother moving the big jacket away. He still hasnt taken off the leggings yet, and there's a hint of arousal there. Perhaps it would have been better if Oria wasn't feeling so nervous, but it is what it is. It has nothing to do with Sinclair—it's Oria's own problem to deal with. ]

Yeah, that's fine.

[ When he feels Sinclair's thigh against him, he can't help but to softly whine as he meets his hips with the thigh halfway. His breathing gets harsher with each touch. This is a new sensation for him. ]
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[personal profile] dissimulative 2023-10-08 12:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Oria swallows and one of his hands leave Sinclair's back to replace his thigh, pressing his hand into Sinclair's hips, tracing over the hardness that he can feel through the pants. The other hand keels itself and his fingertips dig into Sinclair's shoulderblade even more with thr shirt in the way. ]

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