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Emil Sinclair 🐣 ([personal profile] insinning) wrote in [community profile] altimit2023-10-07 07:04 am

(Catch all) Ominous October Threads

Who: Sinclair and You.
What: Dungeon runs, trauma bonding etc
When: All throughout October.
Warnings: Gore, Emeto, Psychological horror in one thread, NSFW stuff in another


“I see now that the path I choose through the maze makes me what I am. I am not only a thing, but also a way of being—one of many ways—and knowing the paths I have followed and the ones left to take will help me understand what I am becoming.”
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[personal profile] dissimulative 2023-10-08 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
We're in a game, but this... this is real. Your feelings are real too.

[ The shirt is up all the way, and Oria wouldn't mind it as much if weren't for so much cloth dividing his head from the rest of his body. He can't see shit, so he just takes it off despite feeling even more self-conscious. He still feels like his pride breaks a little, but it's fine, because he can entrust himself to Sinclair. ]

So show me... how much you love me, in this way.
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[personal profile] dissimulative 2023-10-08 07:05 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's really hard to believe for Oria, who never really liked himself in this way, only for that problem to be shoved under a rug and never thought about again. But when Sinclair, who is basically the embodiment of sincerity, says it, Oria feels like he can try to slowly accept those words. It will take a long time, he knows, but... it's a step forward when he never wanted to walk down this path due to fear.

The bite and sucking pulls Oria out of those thoughts. He doesn't particularly react well to the bites, but he squirms under Sinclair because of the sucking. That area is littered with markings from Sinclair and he's sure to remember seeing them in the mirror until they fade or gets healed up, but there's no way in hell that he is letting others see these.
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[personal profile] dissimulative 2023-10-08 07:21 am (UTC)(link)
Ah...

[ Oria's breathing turns heavy again, but he notices the pause. ]

Emil...? Is there something wrong?
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[personal profile] dissimulative 2023-10-08 10:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ Even though he implied full permission, Sinclair still pausing to ask where those boundaries clearly stand warms his heart like no other. He feels like his heart is about to burst out of his chest from how fast it's pounding, but he also feels nervous. ]

... You can touch me wherever you want.

[ He swallows. Maybe he wouldn't feel as nervous if maybe he topped first, but they're really going all in and—ah, he feels a little dizzy. ]

Just don't stare too much... and keep your mouth above my waist.
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[personal profile] dissimulative 2023-10-08 10:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ His own jacket still stays between Oria and the mattress. He took it off with the top earlier, but he didn't bother moving the big jacket away. He still hasnt taken off the leggings yet, and there's a hint of arousal there. Perhaps it would have been better if Oria wasn't feeling so nervous, but it is what it is. It has nothing to do with Sinclair—it's Oria's own problem to deal with. ]

Yeah, that's fine.

[ When he feels Sinclair's thigh against him, he can't help but to softly whine as he meets his hips with the thigh halfway. His breathing gets harsher with each touch. This is a new sensation for him. ]
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[personal profile] dissimulative 2023-10-08 12:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Oria swallows and one of his hands leave Sinclair's back to replace his thigh, pressing his hand into Sinclair's hips, tracing over the hardness that he can feel through the pants. The other hand keels itself and his fingertips dig into Sinclair's shoulderblade even more with thr shirt in the way. ]
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[personal profile] dissimulative 2023-10-08 12:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Mm. It feels hot...

[ The thumb isn't enough and his hand starts stroking him over the pants, tracing over the outline every now and then. ]

Can I touch you directly?
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[personal profile] dissimulative 2023-10-08 12:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He quietly breathes out. ]

Yeah.

[ He doesn't quite take off Sinclair's pants. Instead, his hand slides past the waistband and underwear to stroke Sinclair directly and he does it with a firm grip. ]
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[personal profile] dissimulative 2023-10-08 01:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Oh.

Just that reaction alone makes Oria want to do more, so he does just that. With the hand at his back, he tries to pull Sinclair upwards so that they can go back to kissing. It's a fervent kiss with Oria wanting to deepen it right away as the hand inside Sinclair's pants strokes even harder and occasionally makes a ghostly trail up with a single finger to try and make it more sensitive and leave Sinclair to wanting more.
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[personal profile] dissimulative 2023-10-08 01:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[ With the thigh between his legs pressing in, Oria ends up breaking the kiss, breathing heavily and holding back soft sounds. It feels good, but he wants Sinclair to feel even better, so his grip firmly strokes Sinclair faster and occasionally brushes his thumb over the tip. ]

Emil...

[ He sounds breathless as he quietly whines his name. ]
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[personal profile] dissimulative 2023-10-08 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ If he isn't sure, he can always ask! Oria did give him blanket permission though, so he's free to do whatever he wants except stare too hard or having his mouth below the waist. Though he's a little startled when the hand starts going towards the back and lightly bucks his hips in response. His neck is going to look like a mess after this, isn't it? But that's just about the consequences that he expects, so that's why he's more than fine letting Sinclair do what he wants. There's a small gasp escaping his mouth from where the other hand goes, but he keeps trying to drive Sinclair over the edge with his strokes. ]
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[personal profile] dissimulative 2023-10-09 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ His breath hitches and his legs squirm, moving about until the legs rub against Sinclair's sides since the leggings are completely off. Being touched there feels so strange and he's trying his best to keep his head on straight, but he really can't. He lets out a strained moan because he can't hold back the sounds. They've gotten too much for him to handle. Instead of telling Sinclair what to do, he uses the heels that are at Sinclair's lower back to push him against his own hips regardless of the hands that are in the way. Oria eventually removes his hand and replaces the heels to push Sinclair further onto himself. ]

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