Michel Bollinger (
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altimit2023-08-31 01:28 pm
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[ closed ] Winter in September (October, November...) (dungeons + catchall)
Who ❄ Michel and friends(?)
What ❄ area runs & overflow
When ❄ September and on
Where ❄ dungeons, assorted
Content Warnings ❄ kidnapping, captivity, suicidal ideation, self harm, TBA
⬣ Chasing Sunshine's Two Wings
What ❄ area runs & overflow
When ❄ September and on
Where ❄ dungeons, assorted
Content Warnings ❄ kidnapping, captivity, suicidal ideation, self harm, TBA
⬣ Chasing Sunshine's Two Wings

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Coming from anyone else, I would suspect an insult hidden in that...
[ With Miharu's nature he's inclined to read it exactly as blunt as she claims it is. The part of his mind that compulsively, reflexively works overtime dissecting every word and gesture of a conversation can stay sleeping. It lightens the burden of speaking to another person more considerably than he would have expected, before Fragment. ]
I managed, once. At least, some bad habits. ...It's easier if you try not to acquire quite so many in the first place.
[ Although it's probably much too late for that, for either of them. His fingers brush distractedly along his sleeve. He wouldn't flinch to show them now, faded proof that healing is possible. But he also knows full well how little that could mean. Everyone carries their own weight, and comparison frequently becomes an anchor of its own. And as he implied — it's only one axis of his habitually unhealthy coping mechanisms. ]
...It's difficult to be certain of anything, with so much missing from your memory. The mind attempts to fill in the gaps... And I wonder if at times it makes it more impossible to make sense of things. But if you believe you managed it before, then I think you should trust in that. And the fact that it is what you wish to believe isn't inconsequential, either. So... it should be attainable to do it again, shouldn't it?