Nothing November [Catch all log]

[insinning]

WHO: Sinclair, Oria, Hani, Tylor and...?
WHAT: Long Planned Dinners, other things etc
WHEN: All throughout November
WARNINGS: N/A will add as we go

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[insinning]

[Hani is welcome to make the drinks. But his shoulder is still healing. Sinclair is in the middle of drinking some tea, when Hani's question makes him inhale sharply and start coughing in surprise.

But he too wants to know. GOSSIP]

[selfconcept]

[ After glancing over at Sinclair coughing... ]

I'm not dating any of you.

[ ???? ]

I think you would know if I was...?

[tinged]

But sometimes it's a surprise. Love is like that!

[ are they wrong?? ]

[selfconcept]

Mine is different from yours.

[ Hien munches on some curry. ]

And I think I would realize if I was...

[tinged]

Then what kind of love…?

[selfconcept]

It's...

[ Hien takes a moment, not sure how to describe it. Even about a month ago, he still couldn't describe it well, so he just ends up saying: ]

... complicated.

[tinged]

We can fit a lot into that one word, can’t we? Yet I wonder if it’s enough for everyone.

[ it has been enough for them, but they are rather formless and have learned to… settle. mm, yes, that sounds about right. they have settled on one word to mean everything. ]

Do you like the complications?

[selfconcept]

No.

[ Without hesitation. ]

... But I have to accept them because of what we are. I'm not a fan of complicated things, but I can endure, if it's for him.

[tinged]

When you say “what we are,” do you mean in general? You and I, you and us. Or you and him?

[ so many ways this could be taken. hani wonders… hien’s change feels similar to mithrun’s when he had become macha. or… had started to…? ]

[selfconcept]

Me and him. It's because of how we are, as people.

[ "As people". Hani can confirm that Hien isn't too far gone yet with those words. ]

But he said that he trusts me. I'll never take that for granted.