rebelles: (Default)
Haru Okumura ([personal profile] rebelles) wrote in [community profile] altimit2023-10-17 09:36 am

phantom operatives catchall

Who • Phantom Operatives + Visitors
What • Guild mingling
When • Oct/Nov
Where • Guild Home
justonezero: (Always having others)

Nanashi's Report (Macha)

[personal profile] justonezero 2023-10-29 11:55 pm (UTC)(link)
-He believes the terminal point of all love is unrequited.
-He says he can't be anything else than a helper program for Lily, but he does want.
-He also wants to be loved back.
-He doesn't dislike company.
-He will let me return to see him without being charmed
-He feels he doesn't understand human emotions, or emote as much as humans, which makes him think he couldn't have been human.
-He said Lily has to make us hurt enough before we can feel better afterwards ("happy")
-He doesn't think Lily can change his methods even if he wants to, because it's part of his programming.
-When I told him humans could overcome programs because they can operate with more flexibility, he changed subjects. He said I'd get myself killed thinking I could resolve the program's issues as if they were human...
-So then he charmed me and drowned me for a while. I lost consciousness and woke up back in Mac Anu, and I couldn't reenter the field for a few hours. When I returned after a while, he acted like nothing had happened before, but I still wasn't charmed on entry.
insinning: (upset; ummm ew?)

not here

[personal profile] insinning 2023-10-30 08:18 am (UTC)(link)
[BRB reading the last comment and going to ratshake Nanashi gently. THAT IS NOT OK]