-He believes the terminal point of all love is unrequited. -He says he can't be anything else than a helper program for Lily, but he does want. -He also wants to be loved back. -He doesn't dislike company. -He will let me return to see him without being charmed -He feels he doesn't understand human emotions, or emote as much as humans, which makes him think he couldn't have been human. -He said Lily has to make us hurt enough before we can feel better afterwards ("happy") -He doesn't think Lily can change his methods even if he wants to, because it's part of his programming. -When I told him humans could overcome programs because they can operate with more flexibility, he changed subjects. He said I'd get myself killed thinking I could resolve the program's issues as if they were human... -So then he charmed me and drowned me for a while. I lost consciousness and woke up back in Mac Anu, and I couldn't reenter the field for a few hours. When I returned after a while, he acted like nothing had happened before, but I still wasn't charmed on entry.
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Nanashi's Report (Macha)
-He says he can't be anything else than a helper program for Lily, but he does want.
-He also wants to be loved back.
-He doesn't dislike company.
-He will let me return to see him without being charmed
-He feels he doesn't understand human emotions, or emote as much as humans, which makes him think he couldn't have been human.
-He said Lily has to make us hurt enough before we can feel better afterwards ("happy")
-He doesn't think Lily can change his methods even if he wants to, because it's part of his programming.
-When I told him humans could overcome programs because they can operate with more flexibility, he changed subjects. He said I'd get myself killed thinking I could resolve the program's issues as if they were human...
-So then he charmed me and drowned me for a while. I lost consciousness and woke up back in Mac Anu, and I couldn't reenter the field for a few hours. When I returned after a while, he acted like nothing had happened before, but I still wasn't charmed on entry.
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