[ Brambles shakes his head. ] No. Don't say that ... we couldn't have known.
[ It's an awful situation. But, what's done is done. ]
There's no point in either of us dwelling or regretting this. Because ... it's terrible, and I'm scared, but I don't regret it. Nothing would've stopped me from logging in here to see you again.
[ There's no point, he says, but Joonghyuk can't shake off the guilt. He could have offered to play a different game with Brambles, but no other company has such advanced technology at its disposal. Even if they found a different game, it wouldn't be the same. ]
Bramley...
[ He takes a deep breath, his body feeling very heavy all of a sudden. ]
If we get out of here... let's meet again as soon as possible.
[ The word "if" makes his stomach tighten with anxiety. Brambles shakes his head. ]
Not "if" ... it'll be "when."
[ He clings tightly to Joonghyuk. ]
I ... I'm not going to believe in anything else. [ At least until he loses his memories and will to live but, you know. Joonghyuk must hold him accountable. ]
I think so. Brush is very particular with who he chooses to be friends with ... you could say he's like my opposite. But because I like you, I know he will like you too.
[ It's comforting to talk about this. Brambles will fight away every doubtful thought that they won't achieve this one day. (When he stops this, it's time to worry.) ]
I promise it'll go just fine. Besides ... I've been gushing to Brush about you for months anyway.
[ Joonghyuk had no idea that talking about people they're close to and whom they left behind in the offline world would be so comforting and distracting. He relaxes a little bit, even though thinking about Brambles gushing about him leaves Joonghyuk flustered. ]
Gushing about you, of course. You really think I'm going to not tell my best friend all about the guy I've fallen madly in love with?
[ This is quite a confession on Brambles' part - his heart is pounding wildly in his chest. It's the full truth, though. He is very much madly in love with Joonghyuk. ]
[ If he had a friend, he would at least try to tell them about Brambles. However, since his closest circle is limited to Mia who knows that he's head over heels for the Englishman anyway. ]
Of course I believe you. [ Joonghyuk blinks, surprised by both the question and the statement. ] I didn't ask because I was thinking you'd do it, just...
[ Seriously, how come people didn't notice how warm and brilliant Brambles is? ]
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[ It's an awful situation. But, what's done is done. ]
There's no point in either of us dwelling or regretting this. Because ... it's terrible, and I'm scared, but I don't regret it. Nothing would've stopped me from logging in here to see you again.
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Bramley...
[ He takes a deep breath, his body feeling very heavy all of a sudden. ]
If we get out of here... let's meet again as soon as possible.
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Not "if" ... it'll be "when."
[ He clings tightly to Joonghyuk. ]
I ... I'm not going to believe in anything else. [ At least until he loses his memories and will to live but, you know. Joonghyuk must hold him accountable. ]
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[ He repeats quietly, belatedly realizing that he allowed his own worries to show. ]
Let's meet as soon as possible when we get out of here. I can fly to England again.
[ It's almost as if he wanted to make up for that slip from before. Still, he really wants to see Brambles again in the real world. ]
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[ The two most important people in his life (apart from Joonghyuk, of course), that he is going to unceremoniously forget about in the future. ]
I wanted to introduce you last time, but didn't get the chance.
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[ Mentioning the people they left behind tears his heart apart, but it's not like they can forget about them (they can and they will). ]
Do you think I'll get along with Brush?
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[ He smiles fondly at Joonghyuk's question. ]
I think so. Brush is very particular with who he chooses to be friends with ... you could say he's like my opposite. But because I like you, I know he will like you too.
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If he's like your opposite... then he might be similar to me.
[ And that doesn't bode well, he thinks. ]
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Is that a problem?
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We'll see about that. [ Joonghyuk lets out a soft sigh. ] I'll try to be on my best behavior, though.
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I promise it'll go just fine. Besides ... I've been gushing to Brush about you for months anyway.
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[ Joonghyuk had no idea that talking about people they're close to and whom they left behind in the offline world would be so comforting and distracting. He relaxes a little bit, even though thinking about Brambles gushing about him leaves Joonghyuk flustered. ]
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[ This is quite a confession on Brambles' part - his heart is pounding wildly in his chest. It's the full truth, though. He is very much madly in love with Joonghyuk. ]
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[ If he had a friend, he would at least try to tell them about Brambles. However, since his closest circle is limited to Mia who knows that he's head over heels for the Englishman anyway. ]
And Brush... never had feelings for you?
[ Asking for a friend he never had!! ]
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What? No...? We're just friends.
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I see. It's a shame I couldn't meet him, then. [ A pause. ] But I will. Sometime soon.
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You trust me, right? I don't want you thinking that I have something else going on with my friends ... or that I'd ever cheat. I wouldn't dream of it.
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[ Seriously, how come people didn't notice how warm and brilliant Brambles is? ]
Are people in the UK blind or something?
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I did attract some female attention in university, but never reciprocated it ... for obvious reasons. If any men liked me, I never would've known.
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[ He's still going to be jealous, no worries. ]
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You're silly.
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[ He cups Brambles' chin and tips his head up. Rather than looking him in the eyes, Joonghyuk's gaze lingers on Brambles' lips. ]
Am I really?
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Yes!
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[ If Brambles wanted to say something to that, it'll have to wait considering that Joonghyuk's lips are pressed against his in a kiss now. ]
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... I'm really scared.
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