September and secret nsfw october shenanigans

[insinning]

Who: Emil Sinclair (Vogel) and anyone/everyone
When: All over September
What: Catch all, exploration, overflow + dungeon runs; lots of feelings and grieving and murderous thoughts.
Warnings: Nsfw in 25/9 thread just to be safe

 

"Over all the hilltops
Is quiet now,
In all the treetops
Hearest thou
Hardly a breath;
the birds are asleep in the trees:
Wait, soon like these
Thou too shalt rest."

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[insinning]

I love you. So much.

[Gently, with his thumb he brushes away a tear from one cheek. Then he leans in to kiss away a tear from another. And then a kiss to the forehead.

He loves Oria, deeply on a level he hadn't realised was possible. His kindness, his strength, his selfish sense of justice, everything about him. Sinclair's feelings wont ever waver because he believes in that, he believes in Oria. Even if the future pulls them apart, these feelings will forever remain a constant. Softly, in barely a whisper]

You're everything to me.

[And he'll say it as many times Oria needs]

[dissimulative]

[ The affection with the words makes the tears ongoing, still ever so quiet. His shoulders tremble a little before he reaches out with both arms to pull Sinclair close and hug him tightly. ]

Stop it... you're gonna keep making me cry.

[ He doesn't know what to say to that. It's his response in an attempt to try and come back down from the high emotions that he feels right now, but even so... He feels very loved right now. ]

[insinning]

Is that such a bad thing?

[Sinclair cries all the time. He had been crying earlier. He wraps his arms around Oria's shoulders in turn, holding him close. He's not letting go]

[dissimulative]

[ Oria grumbles a little, but it's not out of annoyance. He knows though. It's not a bad thing to cry. Oria always lets people have a good cry when they can. He knows how important crying is for catharsis.

But that's even more of a reason why he stopped crying years ago, just for it to happen again now. ]

Silly... I love you too. A lot.

[insinning]

[That gets a small fond laugh. That grumbling is cute in its own way. Oria almost never grumbles like that. But he'll keep holding Oria close. His top sure is getting soggy. It's nice.]

Mmm. I know.

[His eyes feel a little damp, but that's normal.]

[dissimulative]

[ Oria squeezes Sinclair briefly in his hold before letting go. He's not sure if Sinclair will though, so he just stays there regardless. ]

"Shining brighter than anyone else," huh...

[insinning]

[ One last squeeze before he pulls back to study Oria's face. He'll wipe away any stray tears if there are any]

Mm. You do.

[ He's not embarrassed to say that.]

[dissimulative]

[ He's done crying for now, and probably for a long, long time again. He has glasses on, so it's. A time. ]

Cheesy. Absolutely cheesy.

[ He huffs a little, but smiles a bit anyway. ]

[insinning]

But you like me anyway.

[He's oddly confident about that, in a way he's not very confident in anything else. Also, going for a light kiss on the lips]

[dissimulative]

[ Oria returns the light, chaste kiss and smiles when the kiss is over. ]

I do.

[ And he feels happy about it, but also— ]

You sound nice when you're confident too. I hope I can hear more of that in the future.

[insinning]

[He hadn't noticed a difference in how he sounds himself but]

Mm. [But he does feel more confident these days. It's odd] Then--I'll keep working on it.