I'm not sure I could call what you do handling us so much as tormenting yourself.

[ Why suffer so much for this job? Seriously? But... unpersoned? Could that even be done? How? ]

You should give yourself a name, anyway. Be Hien for real if you like.

[ He supposedly chose the username, so why not? Although, that isn't ultimately what Fandaniel has on his mind. If he's being honest about how things are for him... He brings out what he'll need for the ramen broth and begins fiddling with that. Keep busy, don't turn and look at Hien, even as he asks after those last few grumbled sentences, ]

If things are that bad for you, would you leave that world for another? Start a new life, given the chance?