[ Fai wants this to be difficult. He needs it to be. ]
How has it helped you? How? Was it just the deaths? Is that all?
[ Maybe Fandaniel had thought Fai would leave it, would agree with this, but can’t. His heart aches with the need to know, to know if he could have done anything differently. This doesn’t all rest on his shoulders, but… maybe he could have helped prevent this outcome. ]
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How has it helped you? How? Was it just the deaths? Is that all?
[ Maybe Fandaniel had thought Fai would leave it, would agree with this, but can’t. His heart aches with the need to know, to know if he could have done anything differently. This doesn’t all rest on his shoulders, but… maybe he could have helped prevent this outcome. ]