How did he feel about it? Indifferent, at first. He didn't really owe them anything for liking him when he didn't want nor care for it, cruel as that is to say. But it's seeped into him, over time; he didn't realize it at first, and didn't want to, eventually, but... )
... I'm lucky they still do, despite everything. I'm not easy to like.
( He's not even saying that to be mean to himself, it's an objective statement. He's fully aware of what he's like, and fully aware now of the stuff he was too callous to see before.
He doesn't feel guilty about any of it, but he knows most people would've been right to walk out at any point... especially when being Macha made him less than human. )
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How did he feel about it? Indifferent, at first. He didn't really owe them anything for liking him when he didn't want nor care for it, cruel as that is to say. But it's seeped into him, over time; he didn't realize it at first, and didn't want to, eventually, but... )
... I'm lucky they still do, despite everything. I'm not easy to like.
( He's not even saying that to be mean to himself, it's an objective statement. He's fully aware of what he's like, and fully aware now of the stuff he was too callous to see before.
He doesn't feel guilty about any of it, but he knows most people would've been right to walk out at any point... especially when being Macha made him less than human. )