[ Ah! He understands. His eyes light up, and he opens his mouth to answer enthusiastically.
But...secrets first. Right. ]
It isn't as intense as yours is, but...
A long time ago, I had lost someone. I can't remember who, when, or why, but it was someone incredibly important to me. It's been eating away at me, since we began to lose our memories.
During the fight a few days ago, I had cradled Macha's body as he passed away – it reminded me of how I felt, back then. However, as you know, Mithrun and Misteaks were reborn. My immediate feeling was jealousy. I wondered, why couldn't they bring that person back instead – even though I was relieved to see them, too.
[ He shakes his head. It could've been much worse, but it still feels cruel to think it. Cruel to Mithrun and Misteaks. ]
It was selfish of me. It probably won't be the last time for me, either.
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[ Ah! He understands. His eyes light up, and he opens his mouth to answer enthusiastically.
But...secrets first. Right. ]
It isn't as intense as yours is, but...
A long time ago, I had lost someone. I can't remember who, when, or why, but it was someone incredibly important to me. It's been eating away at me, since we began to lose our memories.
During the fight a few days ago, I had cradled Macha's body as he passed away – it reminded me of how I felt, back then. However, as you know, Mithrun and Misteaks were reborn. My immediate feeling was jealousy. I wondered, why couldn't they bring that person back instead – even though I was relieved to see them, too.
[ He shakes his head. It could've been much worse, but it still feels cruel to think it. Cruel to Mithrun and Misteaks. ]
It was selfish of me. It probably won't be the last time for me, either.