I always want revenge. I would let my vengeance loose on this whole world if it would make my anger stop.
[Because it's what Lily wanted of him. Because it's what the void of emotion left in him demands, only offset by knowing that wiping clean the slate of the world would leave nothing left for paradise.
His jaw sets, twisting his staff into the moistened sand between his feet where he stays crouched. Watching the ground suck and give way under the force.]
I know I can't hurt the ones he loves. And I don't want to hurt him.
But part of that me that used to be... it hates that I tried and still wasn't good enough.
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[Because it's what Lily wanted of him. Because it's what the void of emotion left in him demands, only offset by knowing that wiping clean the slate of the world would leave nothing left for paradise.
His jaw sets, twisting his staff into the moistened sand between his feet where he stays crouched. Watching the ground suck and give way under the force.]
I know I can't hurt the ones he loves. And I don't want to hurt him.
But part of that me that used to be... it hates that I tried and still wasn't good enough.