If everyone hates me, wouldn't it be better to strip away everything that made me "myself" and become something more useful instead? Something that could help... something that could bring people happiness...
So thinking that, I was a little envious. But just a little. I don't want to cause any suffering, and I can't stand the thought of real, beloved people being reduced to something so lowly.
[It would be another matter entirely if it were him. But it isn't, so...]
So, instead, I'll make sure to save all of you and delete Lily in the end.
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If everyone hates me, wouldn't it be better to strip away everything that made me "myself" and become something more useful instead? Something that could help... something that could bring people happiness...
So thinking that, I was a little envious. But just a little. I don't want to cause any suffering, and I can't stand the thought of real, beloved people being reduced to something so lowly.
[It would be another matter entirely if it were him. But it isn't, so...]
So, instead, I'll make sure to save all of you and delete Lily in the end.
That's my confession.
[How can a smile be so empty?]