I don't think there is much to share other than my own personal experiences, but the news about my— [ give her a moment. ] —death came as a surprise to me as much as anyone else who read the article. I didn't realize anything had happened or was happening.

[ so whether that is a good thing or a bad thing you can take that as you wish? like clearly they have been losing being in touch with their real selves but being burned alive??? or. ""alive"". looks into the camera. ]

Nothing has felt different from before and now. I still get hungry. I still can feel pain. [ ... ] It's just as though I am alive even though I'm not.